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Moving on

Jadi, seseorang pernah bilang kalo move on itu sebenernya adalah berpindah dari satu pijakan ke pijakan lainnya. Either pijakan yang sebelumnya itu Indah banget ataupun bitter banget, ya lo pindah ke pijakan berikutnya. Yang jadi masalah adalah apakah lo berani atau ngga ambil peluang untuk berpindah ke pijakan baru tersebut.

Karena yang lo tau cuma kondisi di pijakan lo sekarang. Seindah apapun pijakan lo sekarang ga ada yang ngejamin pijakan berikutnya ga lebih indah dari pijakan lo sekarang bisa aja sesuatu yang lebih indah ada disana. Se bitter apapun pijakan lo sekarang ngga ada yang ngejamin kalo pijakan berikutnya akan lebih indah bahkan bisa aja bakal lebih buruk.

Moving on itu proses. Proses untuk mengikhlaskan apa yang sudah terjadi untuk tetap tinggal di waktu itu dan memulai pijakan baru. Ketika gue bilang okay "I moving on" bukan berarti gue sudah berada di titik gue bener-bener di kehidupan yang baru, karena sebenernya itu adalah sebuah proses.

Dan proses itu y…
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